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Taking my own life is the only option I have to put an end into this never ending pain and suffering until I look at my daughters’ eyes. I don’t want them to grow without a mother. And that’s enough reason for me to go through.

This guy is something. Di ko alam. Ang layo nya pero he’s always there everytime I messed up. Hey! My bad. You had to see me like this - crying because someone left me again. Sanay ka naman yata eh ano? Oof. I am so lucky that I have you .. as a friend lol. Thank you kasi you’re trying so hard para lng maease yung nararamdaman ko. Sobrang ang sakit sakit. Di ko na alam saan ko ilalagay lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman ko. But everytime na magkausap tayo, hindi mo hinahayaang umiyak lng ako. Lahat ng pwedeng pag-usapan kahit nonsense, sige lng. As long as di ako umiiyak. Di mo kasi ako kakausapin pag umiyak ako diba? It’s amazing how you handle me at my worst lol tho minsan bibigyan mo ko ng advice or should I called it a sermon? Pero as usual, sandali lng yun kasi gusto mo goodvibes lng. Kasi alam mong kahit anong sabihin mo, ako pa rin magdedecide tho alam mo naman na alam ko kung anong gagawin. Thank you kasi kahit paano gumagaan yung nararamdaman ko kasi alam kong mayroon pang kayang magcare. at willing na kausapin ako. Gusto kong kalimutan na naiisip ko yung suicide, thanks to you. Sa mga “Realtalks” mo, I realized that this shit Im going through right now, makakayanan ko. Wala din naman akong choice lol But you know what, habang nasa daan ako, kinakabahan ako. Baka kasi mahiya ako kasi once lng kita nakita and it was 7 years ago. Yes 7 years! But Im happy cos’ finally, nagkita rin lol so 2-1 pa rin haha late man ako but atleast hahaha 

The next time na makikita mo ko, hindi na ako nasa bad situation. Lecheng love yan hahahaha Don’t wor ry, I’ll make myself better. Lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman ko ngayon, lilipas din ‘to. Siguro, baka. Malay mo naman diba. Mahal na mahal ko si wacky diba. Kaya lng, siguro baka kailangan ko na ring tumigil kasi ayaw naman na sakin eh. Hindi ko na yun mababago. Wala namang galit sa puso ko. Sobrang sakit lang pero sana kayanin ko. I mean kakayanin ko.


PS: Di ka nagbago. Lagi mo pa rin akong kinakantahan o kaya maggigitara ka for me. Thank you. Yung girlfriend mo, take care of her :) Ikaw yung lalaki. Ikaw na lng umintindi.

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